Fall is around the corner, and I can barely contain myself. For most peopl Fall and Winter ar seasons of stagnation/depression but for me it has always been the opposite. Fall is a time of rejuvenation and spiritual rebirth for me. I feel more grounded, more creative than any other time of year. I feel at peace with myself and those around me. I want to proclaim to everyone how goodI feel even if things still aren't 100 percent because there's a plan and I'm working toward something; I can feel it.
Other than that I'm very excited because one of my bests are coming to spend the weekend with me. We're going to go apple picking, and I'm going to teach her how to cook which is very exciting. Until then this week will be hell, but it'll be worth it. I feel like the past year and a half has been a test from God to see if I can hold true and faithful. Honestly, I've been so tempted to do shity things, and tonight was the worst. I've never felt so like stealing in my entire life but I said no, I won't and I stood up for what is right. Imagine if more people had the courage and the ability to do this? We would be so much less of a corrupt race of beings. Life would be so much less of a struggle to fuck one another over and lie, and cheat and hurt, and destroy. Life is beautiful when we spend more time loving ourselves and each other than plotting ways to blacken our souls and hurt those we love most.
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