Ultimate End

Pacify my sadness,
Turn down the heat.
Let the inner plights simmer.
Forget rationality, forget practicality.
Go along as all is well,
Forget that all is virtual hell.

Descend into the depths.
Play games with my soul
Don't answer when I call
Turn down your attention
Wallow in the white noise
Pass on your regrets.

Let infidelities continue
Damage my heart completely.
Tell me that you love me
Help me die inside.
Lower me into the grave
Eyes open, I see you smile.

All the while I sleep.
I can't feel.
I can't breathe.
I will not be pure.
Like the autumn leave,
I too wish to be reborn.